Last night I was struck with fear and I can’t shake it.
In approximately five and a half months I’ll have a newborn and a three-year-old and I live very far away from my mother and my mother-in-law. Husband works ridiculous hours. I’ll pretty much be on my own … I think.
I realized the seriousness of my situation when it dawned on me that I’ll be VERY sleep-deprived and my first child refuses to nap. Ever. Which means I might … what? Lose my mind? Back our car into the neighbor’s house? Put a stick of butter in the silverware drawer?