I think I’m in pre-labor.
According to What To Expect When You’re Expecting, this could go on for weeks. So far, it’s been going on for about one week. So … do with that what you will.
The unfortunate part is, I have a job. And a two-year-old. Husband can pretty much take care of himself, but it’s really hard to feel like absolute crap and still function. In fact, on Friday, I stopped trying. I called in sick and I literally slept for almost 24 hours straight. I don’t recall going through this when I was pregnant with ONE. If I did, it was at the VERY end.
TWO has a name, and tiny soft clothes, and a place to sleep. I’m ready for him to come out (I think? I have some anxiety about that actually … ), but it’s still a little early — I’m only 35 weeks. We just have to hang on a little while longer. In the meantime, I am REALLY, COMPLETELY SICK OF FEELING LIKE CRAP AND COMPLAINING ALL THE TIME.
To everyone who has to deal with me daily: I’m SORRY. I used to be a fun person. One day I hope to be back to my normal self. I don’t even worry about being fat forever … right now I’m worried that I’ll be a miserable complainer forever.